A million girls have crossed my eye
Beautiful, vibrant, normal and polite
But I didn’t let you pass, know why?
The endorphins kicked up in delight
To witness the moment of my life
Muting even the sound of thought
I stared at you, my life, future wife
Skipping beats as if it were worth not
Knowing it would need all the luck
To survive that heart freezing smile
And the tormenting divine lip-lick
The two that you do all the while
The roses haven’t reached your hand
The three words haven’t yet been spelt
For the lack of a Disney dream land
And partly for fears I’ve never before dealt
If you happen to smile back at me
Won’t I wake up at midnight, again?
Or if the worse were assumed to be,
Will I ever sleep again with that pain?
Hope one day I’ll see the end of this
However far, whatever I take for it
The emotion of loss or eternal bliss
That comes with my love only too legit