Here we are again, trying to work through our problems
I’m sorry that I’m not perfect,
I mess things up. Get the truth screwed
Up.
What do you want me to do?
Always run to you?
But you have to remember that you might be leaving me,
Crashing my whole world to the ground.
I ask you questions, you can’t give me answers
Just like it’s always been
All the way up to now.
I ask you if you want me to go,
But you don’t know the answer.
I ask you if you want to be free,
You say you can’t live without me.
You say I portray you as having no emotions,
But I know that’s not true.
If you had no emotions I would already be over you.
It’s clear to me that I’ll never see where you’re coming from.
I can still try,
I look inside that brain of yours.
I see all the hurt,
I see all the pain I caused.
And I feel even more broken inside,
Crying out my eyes
Just can’t let you go,
And you know it’s true.
Why did we start this if you were always just going to leave me for
Him.
You say, girl, we can always be together,
I can only be with him for so long.
It’s a never-ending song that we sing
But I am a little tired of singing along.
Feel like you’re just stringing me along.
The thing is, I can’t leave you,
Whilst there is still a slight chance
That you will pick me
Instead of that totally different dance.
But last night you went
And crushed all of my hope
Yet here I am
Today
Using Google Chat to talk about another guy that you’re into
And how you’re all confused.
Don’t you ever think that I’m confused, too?
Now, I know that you will read this
And say your special little phrase
But I can’t help my feelings
When I repress them in front of you every day.
Gabriell Engel