My mind keeps wandering,
reminiscing about the past.
I get drawn in too deep
with no way to escape.
I remember all my mistakes
and when I was more courageous.
I let myself become someone I wasn’t,
and I discarded too much of who I was.
I used to sing proud
and comfort a friend in need.
I fought for Your truth,
but now I’m caught between truth and theology.
Help me dig through my sin and fear
and find who I’m supposed to be.
I want to live,
live like Christ.